Living out Faith

So, I'm typing from my little iPhone 5 tonight. The title, fight or flight has been in my mind for a while. I've been thinking and mulling over it and over the past few days, I've thought about it even more. I've always been the 'let's fight it out' person. I've never been the one that says, 'this is too much, I'm taking off' kinda person. At work, no matter how tough things are, I hang on and almost never give up unless I've gotten another offer and then I'll walk away. The reason why I've always done that is because I don't want to be a burden to Babe. With Babe and Baba, I've always fought up keep them. With Babe, he's always been supportive and he tries his best. I'm not going to lie about it. And I appreciate every effort that he puts in. With Baba, I constantly and consistently try my best to raise him the way that I think might be the best for him. Honestly, I'm not very experienced in parenting and ...

Babe was away in Chicago for a work trip. He came back a day late due to the snowstorm in Chicago. His flight was delayed. I wasn't too happy about it but because of the flight delay, Babe was able to shop and bring gifts for us. Babe goes away quite often for work now. He's almost on the plane once a week. Little Baba is getting used to it. Don't think he likes it though. He does ask for his Da Da a lot whenever Babe is away. Sometimes it's hard when Babe goes away over the weekend. Sure, I get tempted to ask our helper not to take her day off on Sunday to help me out. But I resisted. But instead, I told myself that I'll make the best out of it and hang out with little Baba. So last Saturday, I managed to squeeze in banking, foot massage, pedicure, lunch with a girlfriend before bringing little Baba to the tiny sad zoo in Central with the same girlfriend that I had lunch with. On Sunday, brought little Baba to church and then had brunch with a bunch of friends ...

So, the light has grown brighter and I'm really glad for it. Guess somethings just can't be explained but I'm glad that the light has grown brighter and I'm aware that it can grow dim anytime. However, it doesn't really matter because, I've got Babe with me. He holds my hands and shines the light for me whenever it grows dim. I can never be thankful enough for him. We had a great time going back to Spore for Chinese New Year. It was great hanging out with family and friends. Well, actually we only managed to catch up with very few friends. Caught up with Baba's godparents. It's always good to see them. So glad for them starting a new chapter. But am going to miss them nevertheless. Was kinda reminded that Chinese New Year may not really be the same soon. Jacqui wasn't around as she was in Melbourne and like my mum, am feeling her absence and am realizing that it'll be less than a year before she'll be off to Melbourne. It's also this ...